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Hello. . . This is Og Mandino.
Some memories of my long-ago childhood
are still
very vivid, especially when I
think of that
special little red-headed
Irish lady who was my
loving mother.
She had a special dream for her
son.
again,
writer but
a great writer!
Well. . . I bought her
dream. Most kids resent
having their
parents plan their future but I
liked
the idea. A famous writer.
Yes! Mother
had me reading grown-up books from
the
library long before I entered the first
grade and I was always writing short
stories for
her approval.
In my senior year of high school I was
editor of
the school paper and our
plans were that in the
fall I would
attend the University of Missouri
because we believed that they had the
best
journalism school in the country.
And, then. . . six weeks after I
graduated from
high school, my mother
dropped dead in our
kitchen while she
was making lunch for me.
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I had a terrible time
trying to deal with her
passing.
Instead of going on to college in the
fall of 1940, I went to work in a paper
factory
and, in 1942, I joined the Army
Air Corps. In
1943 I received my
officer's commission and my
silver
wings as a bombardier. I was an
and a
gentleman
legally vote. I flew thirty
bombing missions
over Germany in a B-24
Liberator. Jimmy Stewart
also flew in
the same heavy bombardment
group. . .
the 445th. Nice man.
I returned to the
United States, after the war
had ended,
and discovered quickly that there
wasn't much of an employment market for
bombardiers with only a high school
education.
After many months of
unemployment checks and
painful
searching, I finally secured a job
selling life insurance and married the
lady I
had been dating before I went to
war.
The following ten years were a
living hell. . .
for me, for her, and
even for the lovely
daughter we had
been blessed with.
It seemed that no
matter how many hours of the
day and
night I worked, struggling to sell
insurance, we drifted deeper and deeper
into
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debt and I began to do what so many
frustrated
individuals still do today,
to hide from their
problems.
On the way home, after a long day of
sales calls
and canvassing for
business, I would stop at a
barroom for
a drink. After all, I deserved it,
didn't I, following such a tough day?
Well, soon
one drink became two, two
became four, four
became six and
finally my wife and daughter,
when they
could no longer endure my behavior,
left me.
The following two
years are no more than a hazy
memory. I
traveled the country in my old Ford,
doing any kind of odd jobs in order to
earn
enough for another bottle of cheap
wine and I
spent countless drunken
nights in gutters, a
sorry wretch of a
human being, in a living hell.
Then,
one cold wintry morning in Cleveland, one
I shall never forget, I almost took my
life. I
had passed the window of a
dingy pawn shop and
paused when I saw,
inside on a shelf, a small
handgun.
Attached to its barrel was a yellow
tag. . . $$29. I reached into my pocket
and
removed three ten dollar bills. . .
all I had in
the world and I thought. .
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to all my problems. I'll buy that gun,
get a
couple of bullets and take them
back to that
dingy room where I'm
staying. Then I'll put the bullets in
the gun,
put the gun to my head. . .
and pull the
trigger. . . and I'll
never have to face that
miserable
failure in the mirror again.
I don't
know what happened next. I joke about it
now and say that I was such a spineless
individual at that time that I couldn't
even
muster enough courage to do away
with myself. In
any event, I didn't buy
that gun. As the snow
was falling
I turned away from the pawn shop and
commenced
walking until I eventually
found myself inside a
public library.
It was so warm after the outside
chills
of November.
I began wandering among
the thousands of books
until I found
myself standing in front of the
shelves
containing scores of volumes on
self-
help, success, and motivation. I
selected
several of them, went to a
nearby table and
commenced reading,
searching for some answers.
Where had I
gone wrong? Could I make it with
just a
high school education? Was there any hope
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for me? What about my drinking problem?
Was it
too late for me? Was I doomed
now to a life of
frustration, failure,
and tears?
That library visit was the
first of many library
visits I began
making as I wandered across the
country, searching for Og Mandino. I
must have
read hundreds of books
dealing with success and
gradually my
drinking subsided. Then, in a
library
in Concord, New Hampshire, I discovered
W. Clement Stone's great classic,
Success
Through a Positive Mental
Attitude. . . and my
life has never
been the same since then.
I was so
impressed with Stone's philosophy of
success, that one must be prepared to
pay a
price in order to achieve any
worthwhile goals,
that I wanted to work
for the man. His book
jacket indicated
that he was president of
Combined
Insurance Company of America and I
searched until I found a subsidiary of
that
company in Boston and applied for
a salesman's
job. At about that same
time, I met a lovely
lady who had a lot
more faith in me than I had
in myself
and when Mr. Stone's insurance company
hired this thirty-two year old loser, I
married
the lady. Bette and I have now
been together for
forty years.
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Within a year I was promoted to sales
manager in
the wide-open, and cold,
territory of Northern
Maine. I hired
several young potato farmers,
taught
them how to sell, applying Stone's
philosophy of a positive mental
attitude, and we
were soon breaking
company records.
Then I took a week
off from work and rented a
typewriter.
You see, the dream of writing had
never
really faded from my heart. I wrote a
sales manual on how one sells insurance
in the
rural areas, typed it as neatly
as I could and
sent it to Combined
Insurance's home office in
Chicago. . .
just praying that someone there
would
recognize the great talent they had buried
in Northern Maine.
Well,
someone did! The next thing I knew, Bette
and I and our new young son, Dana, were
moving
to Chicago, with all our
possessions tied to the
roof of our car
and I was assigned to the sales
promotion department, writing company
bulletins.
At last I was finally
writing!
Mr. Stone also published a
small book titled
Success Unlimited
which was circulated to all
his
employees and shareholders. I had been
working at the home office for several
months
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and had become a friend of Mr. Stone's
when the
editor of his magazine
retired. I boldly applied
for the
position, although I knew nothing about
magazine editing, and he not only gave
me the
job but also entrusted me with a
mission.
I was to convert his
publication from a house
organ to a
national magazine and I had a blank
check from him to take all the steps
that were
necessary to accomplish our
goal. In the
following ten years our
magazine staff grew from
two to sixty-
two and we attained a paid
circulation
of close to a quarter of a million!
Several months after I became the
magazine's
editor I realized that I
needed one more article
to fill the
next issue that was going to press
in
just a few days. . . and there was nothing
suitable in our files. Well, I'm a golf
nut and
so I went home and worked all
night, writing a
piece about Ben Hogan
and his terrible
automobile accident
when they told him he would
never walk
again. The great man not only walked
again, he won the National Open again!
I ran the article in Success Unlimited
and then
fate took over. A letter
arrived on my desk from
a New York
publisher. . . the kind of letter all
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writers dream
about receiving. He had enjoyed
the
Hogan article and believed I had much talent
and if I ever decided to write a book
his
company would be interested in
considering it
for publication.
Eighteen months later we published a
tiny book
entitled The Greatest
Salesman in the World. Of
course, since
no one had ever heard of Og
Mandino,
the first printing was rather small,
5,000 as I remember. But here's where
fate
stepped in again. Rich DeVos, co-
founder of
Amway Corp., was addressing
an Amway Convention
and he told his
people that there was a new book
just
published that he believed would help all
of them, The Greatest Salesman In the
World,
written by a man with a funny
name, he said, Og
Mandino.
Rich DeVos's testimonial triggered an
unbelievable number of book sales and
many
reprintings. When total sales
reached 350,000
copies within a couple
of years, Bantam Books
purchased the
paperback rights. . . for more
money
than I believed there was in the entire
world. The book's sales have never
abated. Even
now, thirty years after
initial publication, it
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still continues to sell
more than 100,000 copies
each month in
paperback!
For many years now, I have
received
approximately 80 to 120
letters each week from
grateful readers
thanking me for The Greatest
Salesman
in the World and relating examples of
how the book saved or changed the
writer's life.
Most amazing to me is
how many of these letters
are lovingly
sent by individuals we would
categorize
as celebrities in the world of
business, entertainment, and sports. I
respond
to all of them, of course, but
I respect their
privacy too much to
divulge their names, ever.
What a
lucky man I am!
Buy the book that has
changed millions upon
millions of
lives.
Og Mandino
Chapter I
Hafid lingered before the bronze mirror
and
studied his reflected image in the
polished
metal.
“Only the
eyes have retained their youth,” he
murmured as he turned away and moved
slowly
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across the spacious marble floor. He
passed
between black onyx columns
rising to support
ceilings burnished
with silver and gold and his
aging legs
carried him past tables carved from
cyprus and ivory.
Tortoise
shell gleamed from couches and divans
and the walls, inlaid with gems,
shimmered with
brocades of the most
painstaking design. Huge
palms grew
placidly in bronze vessels framing a
fountain of alabaster nymphs while
flower boxes,
encrusted with gems,
competed with their
contents for
attention. No visitor to Hafid’s
palace
could doubt that he was, indeed, a person
of great wealth.
The old man
passed through an enclosed garden
and
entered his warehouse which extended beyond
the mansion for five hundred paces.
Erasmus, his
chief bookkeeper, waited
uncertainly just beyond
the entryway.
“Greetings, sire.”
Hafid nodded and continued on in
silence.
Erasmus followed, his face
unable to disguise
concern at the
master’s unusual request for a
meeting
in this place. Near the loading
platforms Hafid paused to watch goods
being
removed from baggage wagons and
counted into
separate stalls. There
were wools, fine linens,
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parchment, honey, carpets,
and oil from Asia
Minor; glass, figs,
nuts, and balsam from his
own country;
textiles and drugs from Palmyra;
ginger, cinnamon, and precious stones
from
Arabia; corn, paper, granite,
alabaster, and
basalt from Egypt;
tapestries from Babylon;
paintings from
Rome; and statues from Greece.
The
smell of balsam was heavy in the air and
Hafid’s sensitive old nose detected the
presence of sweet plums, apples,
cheese, and
ginger.
Finally
he turned to Erasmus. “Old
friend, how
much wealth is there now accumulated
in
our treasury?”
Erasmus
paled, “Everything,
master?”
Everything.”
“I
have not studied
the numbers recently
but I would estimate there
is in excess
of seven million gold talents.”
“And were all the goods in all my
warehouses
and emporiums converted into
gold, how much
would they
bring?”
“Our inventory is
not yet complete for this
season, sire,
but I would calculate a minimum of
another three million talents.” Hafid
nodded,
“Purchase no more goods.
Institute immediately
whatever plans
are required to sell everything
that is
mine and convert all of it to gold.”
The bookkeeper’s mouth
opened but no sound came
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forth. He fell back as if
struck and when
finally he could speak,
the words came with
effort.
“I do not understand, sire. This has
been our
most profitable year. Every
emporium reports and
increase in sales
over the previous season. Even
the
Roman legions are now our customers for did
you not sell the Procurator in
Jerusalem two
hundred Arabian stallions
within the fortnight?
Forgive my
boldness for seldom have I questioned
your orders but this command I cannot
comprehend. . . .”
Hafid smiled and gently grasped
Erasmus’ hand.
“My trusted
comrade, is your memory of
sufficient
strength to recall the first command
you received from me when you entered
my employ
many years ago?”
Erasmus frowned momentarily and then
his face
brightened. “I was enjoined by
you to remove,
each year, half the
profit from our treasury and
dispense
it to the poor.”
“Did you
not, at that time, consider me a
foolish man of
busin
ess?”
“I had
great forebodings, sire.”
Hafid nodded and spread his arms toward
the
loading platforms. “Will you now
admit that
your concern was without
ground?”
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“Yes, sire.”
“Then let me encourage you to maintain
faith in
this decision until I explain
my plans. I am now
an old man and my
needs are simple. Since my
beloved
Lisha has been taken from me, after so
many years of happiness, it is my
desire to
distribute all of my wealth
among the poor of
this city. I shall
keep only enough to complete
my life
without discomfort. Besides disposing of
our inventory, I wish you to prepare
the
necessary documents which will
transfer the
ownership of every
emporium to he who now
manages each for
me. I also wish you to
distribute five
thousand gold talents to these
managers
as a reward for their years of loyalty
and so that they may restock their
shelves in
any manner that they
desire.”
Erasmus began to
speak but Hafid’s raised hand
silenced
him. “Does this assignment seem
unpleasant to you?”
The
bookkeeper shook his
he
ad
and attempted to smile. “No, sire, it is
only that I cannot understand your
reasoning.
Your words are those of a
man whose days are
numbered.”
“It is
your character,
Erasmus that
your concern should be fore me instead
of
yourself. Have ye no thoughts for
your own
future when our trade empire
is disbanded?”
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“We have been
comrades together for many years.
How
can I, now, think only of myself?”
Hafid embraced his old
friend and replied, “It
is not
necessary. I ask that you immediately
transfer fifty thousand gold talents to
your
name and I beg that you remain
with me until a
promise I made long ago
is fulfilled. When that
promise is kept
I will then bequeath this palace
and
warehouse to you for I will then be ready to
rejoin Lisha.”
The old
bookkeeper stared at his
master unable
to comprehend the words heard.
“Fifty
thousand gold talents, the palace, the
warehouse . . . I am not deserving. . .
.”
Hafid nodded.
“I have always counted your
friendship
as my greatest asset. What I now
bestow
on you is of little measure compared to
your unending loyalty. You have
mastered the art
of living not for
yourself alone, but for others,
and
this concern has stamped thee above all, as
a man among men. Now I urge you to
hasten with
the consummation of my
plans. Time is the most
precious
commodity I possess and the hour glass
of my life is nearly
filled.”
Erasmus turned
his
face to hide his tears. His voice broke as
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he asked, “And what of your promise,
yet to
keep? Although we have been as
brothers never
have I heard you
tal
k of such a matter.”
Hafid folded his arms and
smiled. “I will meet
with you again
when you have discharged my
commands of
this morning. Then I will disclose a
secret which I have shared with no one,
except
my beloved wife, for over thirty
years.”
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Chapter II
And
so it came to pass that a heavily guarded
caravan soon departed from Damascus
carrying
certificates of ownership and
gold for those who
managed each of
Hafid’s trade emporiums. From
Obed in
Joppa to Reuel at Petra, each of the ten
man
agers received word of
Hafid’s retirement
and gift in stunned
silence. Eventually, after
making its
last stop at the emporium in
Antipatris, the caravan’s mission was
complete.
The most powerful
trade empire of its time was
no more.
His heart heavy with
sadness, Erasmus sent word
to his
master that the warehouse was now empty
and the emporiums no longer bore the
proud
banner of Hafid. The messenger
returned with a
request that Erasmus
meet with his master by the
fountain in
the peristyle, immediately.
Haf
id studied his friend’s
face and asked, “Is
it
done?”
“It is done.”
“Grieve not, kind
friend, and follow me.”
Only the sound of
their sandals echoed
in the giant chamber as
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Hafid led Erasmus toward
the marble stairway at
the rear. His
steps momentarily slowed as he
neared a
solitary murrhine vase on a tall stand
of citrus wood and he watched as the
sunlight
changed the glass from white
to purple. His old
face smiled.
Then the two old friends
began to climb the
inner steps that led
to the room inside the
palace dome.
Erasmus took notice that the armed
guard, always present at the foot of
the steps,
no longer was there. Finally
they reached a
landing and paused since
both were without
breath from the
exertion of the climb. They
continued
on to a second landing and Hafid
removed a small key from his belt. He
unlocked
the heavy oak door and leaned
against it until
it creaked inwards.
Erasmus hesitated until his
master
beckoned him inside and then he stepped
timidly into the room to which no one
had been
allowed admission for over
three decades.
Gray and
dusty light seeped down from turrets
above and Erasmus gripped Hafid’s arm
until his
eyes became accustomed to the
semi-darkness.
With a faint smile,
Hafid watched as Erasmus
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turned slowing in a room
that was bare expect
for a small cedar
chest spotlighted in a shaft
of
sunlight in one corner.
“Are you not
disappointed, Erasmus?”
“I
know not what to say, sire.”
“Are you not disappointed in the
furnishings?
Certainly the contents of
this room have been a
conversation
piece among many. Have you not
wondered
or concerned yourself with the mystery
of what is contained here which I have
guarded
so zealously for so
long?”
Erasmus
nodded, “It is true. There has been
much talk and many rumors through the
years as
to what our master kept hidden
here in the
tower.”
“Yes, my friend, and most of them I
have heard.
It has been said that
barrels of diamonds were
here, and gold
ingots, or wild animals, or rare
birds.
Once a Persian rug merchant hinted that
perhaps I maintained a small harem
here. Lisha
laughed at the thought of
me with a collection
of concubines.
But, as you can observe, there is
nothing here except a small chest. Now,
come
forward.”
The two men crouched beside the chest
and Hafid
carefully proceeded to unroll
the leather
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strapping which encircled it. He
inhaled deeply
of the cedar fragrance
from the wood and finally
he pushed
against the cover and it quietly
sprung
open. Erasmus leaned forward and stared
over Hafid’s shoulder at the trunk’s
contents.
He looked at Hafid and shook
his head in
bewilderment. There was
nothing inside the trunk
but scrolls .
. . Leather scrolls.
Hafid
reached inside and gently removed one of
the rolls. Momentarily he clasped it to
his
breast and closed his eyes. A quiet
calmness
settled over his face,
brushing away the lines
of age. Then he
rose to his feet and pointed
toward the
chest.
“Were this room
filled to its beams with
diamonds, its
value could not surpass what your
eyes
behold in this simple wooden box. All the
success, happiness, love, peace of
mind, and
wealth that I have enjoyed is
directly traceable
to what is contained
in these few scrolls. My
debt to them
and to the wise one who entrusted
them
to my care can never be repaid.”
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Frightened by the tone in Hafid’s
voice,
Era
smus stepped back
and asked, “Is this the
secret to which
you have referred? Is this chest
connected in some way the promise you
have yet
to keep?”
“The answer is `yes’ to both of your
questions.”
Erasmus passed his hand across his
perspiring
forehead and looked at Hafid
with disbelief.
“What is written on
these scrolls that places
their value
beyond that of diamonds?”
“All but one of these scrolls contain a
principle, a law, or a fundamental
truth written
in a unique style to help
the reader understand
its meaning. To
become a master in the art of
sales one
must learn and practice the secret of
each scroll. When one masters these
principles
one has the power to
accumulate all the wealth
he
desires.”
Erasmus stared at the old
scrolls
with dismay. “As wealthy even,
as you?”
“Far
wealthier, if he chooses.”
“You have stated
that all
but one of these scrolls contain
selling principles. What is contained
on the
last scroll?”
“The last scroll, as you call it,
is the first scroll which must be read,
since
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each is numbered to be read in a
special
sequence. And the first scroll
contains a secret
which has been given
to a mere handful of wise
men
throughout history. The first scroll, in
truth, teaches the most effective way
to learn
what is written on the
others.”
“It
seems to
be a task that
anyone can master.”
“It is, indeed, a simple task provided
one is
willing to pay the price in time
and
concentration until each principle
becomes a
part of one’s personality;
until each principle
becomes a habit in
living.”
Erasmus
reached into the chest and removed a
scroll. Holding it gently between his
fingers
and his thumb, he shook it
toward Hafid.
“Forgive me, master, but
why is it that you
have not shared
these principles with others,
especially those who have labored long
in your
employ? You have always shown
such generosity in
all other matters,
how is it that all who have
sold for
you did not receive the opportunity to
read these words of wisdom and thus
become
wealthy too? At the very least,
all would have
been better sellers of
goods with such valuable
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knowledge. Why have you
kept these principles to
yourself for
all these years?”
“I had no choice. Many years ago when
these
scrolls were entrusted to my
care, I was made to
promise under oath
that I would share their
contents with
only one person. I do not yet
understand the reasoning behind this
strange
request. However, I was
commanded to apply the
principles of
the scrolls to my own life, until
one
day someone would appear who had need for
the help and guidance contained in
these scrolls
far more than I did when
I was a youth. I was
told that through
some sign I would recognize
the
individual to whom I was to pass the scrolls
even though it was possible that the
individual
would not know that he was
seeking the scrolls.
“I
have waited patiently, and while I waited I
applied these principles as I was given
permission to do. With their knowledge
I became
what many call the greatest
salesman in the
world just as he who
bequeathed these scrolls to
me was
acclaimed as the greatest salesman of his
time. Now, Erasmus, perhaps you will
understand,
at last, why some of my
actions through the
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years seemed peculiar and
unworkable to you, yet
they proved
successful. Always were my deeds and
decisions guided by these scrolls;
therefore, it
was not through my wisdom
that we acquired so
many gold talents.
I was only the instrument of
fulfillment.”
“Do you still believe that he who is to
receive
these scrolls from thee will
appear after all
this time?”
“Yes.”
Hafid
gently replaced the scrolls and closed the
chest. He spoke softly from his knees,
“Will
you stay with me until that day,
Erasmus?”
The
bookkeeper reached through soft light until
their hands clasped. He nodded once and
then
withdrew from the room as if from
an unspoken
command from his master.
Hafid replaced the
leather strapping on
the chest and then stood
and walked to
a small turret. He stepped through
it
out onto the scaffold that surrounded the
great dome.
A wind from the
East blew into the old man’s
face
carrying with it the smell of the lakes and
the desert beyond. He smiled as he
stood high
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above the rooftops of Damascus and his
thoughts
leaped backwards through time.
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Chapter III
It
was winter and the chill was bitter on the
Mount of Olives. From Jerusalem, across
the
narrow cleft of the Kidron Valley,
came the
smell of smoke, incense, and
burning flesh from
the Temple and its
foulness mixed with the
turpentine odor
of terebinth trees on the
mountain.
On an open slope, only a
short descent from the
village of
Bethpage, slumbered the immense trade
caravan of Pathros of Palmyra. The hour
was late
and even the great merchant’s
favorite stallion
had ceased munching
on the low pistachio bushes
and settled
down against a soft hedge of laurel.
Beyond the long row of silent tents,
strands of
thick hemp curled around
four ancient olive
trees. They formed a
square corral enclosing
shapeless forms
of camels and asses huddled
together to
draw warmth from each other’s body.
Except for two guards, patrolling near
the
baggage wagons, the only movement
in the camp
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was the tall and moving shadow outlined
against
the goat’s hair wall of
Pathros’ great tent.
Inside, Pathros paced angrily back and
forth,
pausing occasionally to frown
and shake his head
at the youth
kneeling timidly near the tent
opening.
Finally he lowered his ailing body to
the gold-woven rug and beckoned the lad
to move
closer.
“Hafid, you have always been as my own.
I am
perplexed and puzzled by your
strnage request.
Are you not content
with your w
ork?”
The boy’s eyes were fixed on the rug.
“No,
sire.”
“Perhaps the ever
-increasing
size of our
caravans has made your task
of tending to all
our animals too
great?”
“No,
sire.”
“Then kindly repeat
your request. Include also,
in thy
words, the reasoning behind such an
unusual request.”
“It is my desire to become a seller of
your
goods instead of only your camel
boy. I wish to
become as Hadad, Simon,
Caleb, and the others
who depart from
our baggage wagons with animals
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barely able
to crawl from the weight of your
goods
and who return with gold for thee and gold
also for themselves. I desire to
improve my
lowly position in life. As a
camel boy I am
nothing, but as a
salesman for you I can acquire
wealth
and success.”
“How do you
know this?”
“Often have I
hear
d you say that no other trade
or profession has more opportunity for
one to
rise form poverty to great
wealth than that of
salesman.”
Pathros began to nod but thought better
of it
and continued to question the
youth. “Dost thou
believe you are
capable of performing as Hadad
and the
other sellers?”
Hafid stared
intently at the old man and replied,
“Many times have I overheard Caleb
complain to
you about misfortunes that
accounted for his
lack of sales and
many times have I heard you
remind him
that anyone could sell all the goods
in
your warehouse within a small passing of time
if he but applied himself to learn the
principles and laws of selling. If you
believe
that Caleb, whom everyone calls
a fool, can
learn these principles,
then cannot I also
acquire
th
is special knowledge?”
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“If you should master these principles
what
would be your goal in
life?”
“Hafid hesitated and
then said, “It has been
repeated
throughout the land that you are a
great salesman. The world has never
seen a trade
empire such as you have
built through your
mastery of
salesmanship. My ambition is to
become
even greater than you, the greatest
merchant, the wealthiest man, and the
greatest
salesman in all the
world!”
Pathros leaned back
and studied the young, dark
face. The
smell from the animals was still on
his
clothes but the youth displayed little
humility in his manner. “And what will
you do
with all this great wealth and
the fearsome
power that will surely
accompany it?”
“I will do as
you do. My family will be
provided with
the finest of worldly goods and
the
rest I will share with those in need.”
Pathros shook his head.
“Wealth, my son, should
never be your
goal in life. Your words are
eloquent
but they are mere words. True wealth is
of the heart, not of the
purse.”
Hafid persisted,
“Art thou not wealthy,
sire/”
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The old man
smiled at Hafid’s boldness. “Hafid,
so
far as material wealth is concerned, there is
only one difference between myself and
the
lowliest beggar outside Herod’s
palace. The
beggar thinks only of his
next meal and I think
only of the meal
that will be my last. No, my
son, do
not aspire for wealth and labor not only
to be rich. Strive instead for
happiness, to be
loved and to love, and
most important, to
acquire peace of
mind and serenity.”
Hafid continued to persist
.
“But these things
are impossible
without gold. Who can live in
poverty
with peace of mind? How can one be happy
with an empty stomach? How can one
demonstrate
love for one’s family if he
is unable to feed
and clothe and house
them? You, yourself, have
said that
wealth is good when it brings joy to
others. Why then is my ambition to be
wealthy
not a good one/ Poverty may be
a privilege and
even a way of life for
the monk in the desert,
for he has only
himself to sustain and none but
his god
to please, but I consider poverty to be
the mark of a lack of ability or a lack
of
ambition. I am not deficient in
either of these
qualities!”
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Pathros frowned, “What has caused this
sudden
outburst of ambition? You speak
of providing for
a family yet you have
no family lest it be I who
have adopted
you since the pestilence removed
thy
mother and father.”
Hafid’s sun
-darkened skin
could not hide the
sudden flush in his
cheeks. “While we encamped
in Hebron
before journeying here I met the
daughter of Calneh. She . . . She.
. . .”
“Oh, ho,
now the truth emergeth. Love, not
noble
ideals, has changed my camel boy into a
mighty soldier ready to battle the
world. Calneh
is a very wealthy man.
His daughter and a camel
boy? Never!
But his daughter and a rich, young,
and
handsome merchant . . . ah, that is another
matter. Very well, my young soldier, I
will help
you begin your career as a
salesman.”
The lad fell to
his knees and grasped Pathros’
robe.
“Sire, sire! How can I say the words to
show my thanks?”
Pathros freed himself fro
m
Hafid’s grip and
stepped back. “I would
suggest you withhold thy
thanks for the
present. Whatever aid I give thee
will
be as a grain of sand compared to the
mountains you must move for
yourself.”
Hafid’s joy
immediately subsided as he asked,
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“Will you
no
t teach me the principles and laws
that will transform me into a great
salesman?”
“I will not. No
more than I have made your
early youth
soft and easy through pampering. I
have
been critized often for condemning my
adopted son to the life of a camel boy
but I
believed that if the right fire
was burning
inside it would eventually
emerge . . . and when
it did you would
be far more a man for your
years of
difficult toil. Tonight, your request
has made me happy, for the fire of
ambition
glows in your eyes and your
face shines with
burning desire. This
is good and my judgment is
vindicated
but you must still prove that there
is
more behind your words than air.”
Hafid was silent and the old man
continued,
“First, you must prove to
me, and more
important to yourself,
that you can endure the
life of a
salesman for it is not an easy lot you
have chosen. Truly, many times have you
heard me
say that the rewards are great
if one succeeds
but the rewards are
great only because so few
succeed. Many
succumb to despair and fail
without
realizing that they already possess all
the tools needed to acquire great
wealth. Many
others face each obstacle
in their path with
fear and doubt and
consider them as enemies when,
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in truth,
these obstructions are friends and
helpers. Obstacles are necessary for
success
because in selling, as in all
careers of
importance, victory comes
only after many
struggles and countless
defeats. Yet each
struggle, each
defeat, sharpens your skills and
strengths, your courage and your
endurance, your
ability and your
confidence and thus each
obstacle is a
comrade-in-arms forcing you to
become
better . . . or quit. Each rebuff is an
opportunity to move forward; turn away
from them,
avoid them, and you throw
away your future.”
The youth nodded and made as if to
speak but the
old man raised his hand
and continued,
“Furthermore, you are
embarking on the
loneliest profession
in the world. Even the
despised tax
collectors return to their homes at
sundown and the legions of Rome have a
barracks
to call home. But you will
witness many setting
suns far from all
friends and loved ones.
Nothing can
bring the hurt of loneliness upon a
man
so swiftly as to pass a strange house in the
dark and witness, in the lamplight from
within,
a family breaking evening bread
together.
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“It is in these periods of
loneliness that
temptations will
confront thee,” Pathros
continued. “How
you meet these temptations will
greatly
affect your career. When you are on the
road with only your animal it is a
strange and
often frightening
sensation. Often our
perspectives and
our values are temporarily
forgotten
and we become like children, longing
for the safety and love of our own.
What we find
as a substitute has ended
the career of many
including thousands
who were considered to have
great
potential in the art of selling.
Furthermore, there will be no one to
humor you
or console you when you have
sold no goods; no
one except those who
seek to separate you from
your money
pouch.”
“I will be careful
and heed thy words of
warning.”
“Then
let us begi
n. For the present you will
receive no more advice. You stand
before me as a
green fig. Until the fig
is ripe it cannot be
called a fig and
until you have been exposed to
knowledge and experience you cannot be
called a
salesman.”
“How shall I begin?”
“In t
he morning you are to
report to Silvio at
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the baggage wagons. He will
release, in your
charge, one of our
finest seamless robes. It is
woven from
the hair of a goat and will withstand
even the heaviest rains and it is dyed
red from
the roots of the madder plant
so that the color
will always hold
fast. Near the hem you will
find sewn
on the inside, a small star. This is
the mark of Tola whose guild makes the
finest
robes in all the world. Next to
the star is my
mark, a circle within a
square. Both these marks
are known and
respected throughout the land and
we
have sold countless thousands of these robes.
I have dealt with the Jews so long that
I only
know their name for such a
garment as this. It
is called an
abeyah.
“Take the robe and
a donkey and depart at
dawn
for Bethlehem, the village which our
caravan
passed through before arriving
here. None of our
sellers ever visit
there. They report that it is
a waste
of their time because the peoples are so
poor, yet many years ago I sold
hundreds of
robes among the shepherds
there. Remain in
Bethlehem until you
have sold the robe.”
Hafid
nodded, attempting in vain to conceal his
excitement. “At what price shall I sell
the
robe, master?”
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“I will enter a charge of one silver
denarius
against your name on my
ledger. When you return
you will remit
one silver denarius to me. Keep
all
that you receive in excess of this as your
commission, so, in fact, you set the
price of
the robe yourself. You may
visit the market
place which is at the
south entry of town or you
may wish to
consider calling on each dwelling in
the town itself, of which I am certain
there are
over a thousand. Certainly it
is conceivable
that one robe can be
sold there, do you not
agree?”
Hafid nodded again, his
mind already on the
morrow.
Pathros placed h
is hand
gently on the lad’s
shoulder. “I will
place no one in your position
until you
return. If you discover that your
stomach is not for this profession I
will
understand and you must not
consider yourself in
disgrace. Never
feel shame for trying and
failing for
he who has never failed is he who
has
never tried. Upon your return I will
question you at length concerning your
experiences. Then I will decide how I
shall
proceed with helping you to make
your outlandish
dreams come
true.”
Hafid bowed and
turned to leave but the old man
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was not
finished. “Son, there is one precept
that you must remember as you begin
this new
life. Keep it always in your
mind and you will
overcome seemingly
impossible obstacles that are
certain
to confront you as they do everyone with
ambition.”
Hafid
waited, “Yes, sire?”
“Failure will never overtake you if
your
determination to succeed is strong
enough.”
Pathros stepped
close to the youth. “Do you
comprehend
the full meaning of my words?”
“Yes, sire.”
“Then repeat them to me!”
“F
ailure will never overtake
me if my
determination to succeed is
strong enough.”
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Chapter IV
Hafid pushed
aside the half-eaten loaf of bread
and
considered his unhappy fate. Tomorrow would
be his fourth day in Bethlehem and the
single
37
red robe that he had carried so
confidently away
from the caravan was
still in the pack on the
back of his
animal, now tethered to a stake in
the
cave behind the inn.
He
heard not the noise that surrounded him in
the overcrowded dining hall as he
scowled at his
unfinished meal. Doubts
that have assailed every
seller since
the beginning of time passed
through
his mind:
“Why will the people not
listen to my story? How does one
command their
attention? Why do they
close their door before I
have said
five words? Why do they lose interest
in my talk and walk away? Is everyone
poor in
this town? What can I say when
they tell me they
like the robe but
cannot afford it? Why do so
many tell
me to return at a later date? How do
others sell when I cannot? What is this
fear
that seizes me when I approach a
closed door and
how can I overcome it?
Is my price not in line
with the other
sellers?”
He
shook his head in disgust at his failure.
Perhaps this was not the life for him.
Perhaps
he should remain a camel boy
and continue
earning only coppers for
each day’s labor. As a
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seller of goods he would
indeed be fortunate if
he returned to
the caravan with any profit at
all.
What had Pathros called him? A young
soldier? He wished, momentarily, that
he were
back with his animals.
Then his thoughts turned to
Lisha and to her
stern father, Calneh,
and the doubts quickly
left his mind.
Tonight he would again sleep in
the
hills to conserve his funds and tomorrow he
would sell the robe. Furthermore, he
would speak
with such eloquence that
the robe would bring a
good price. He
would begin early, just after
dawn, and
station himself near the town well. He
would address everyone that approached
and
within a short time he would be
returning to the
Mount of Olives with
silver in his purse.
He reached for the
unfinished bread and began to
eat while
he thought of his master. Pathros
would
be proud of him because he had not
despaired and returned as a failure. In
truth,
four days was much too long a
time to consummate
the sale of but one
simple robe but if he could
accomplish
the deed in four days he knew he
could
learn, from Pathros, how to accomplish it
in three days, then two days. In time
he would
become so proficient that he
would sell many
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robes every hour! Then he
would indeed be a
salesman of repute.
He departed from the noisy inn and
headed toward
the cave and his animal.
The chilled air had
stiffened the grass
with a thin coating of frost
and each
blade crackled with complaint from the
pressure of his sandals. Hafid decided
not to
ride into the hills tonight.
Instead, he would
rest in the cave with
his animal.
Tomorrow, he
knew, would be a better day
although
now he understood why the others always
bypassed this unprosperous village.
They had
said that no sales could be
made here and he had
recalled their
words every time someone had
refused to
buy his robe. Yet, Pathros had sold
hundreds of robes here many years ago.
Perhaps
times had been different then
and, after all,
Pathros was a great
salesman.
A flickering
light from the cave caused him to
hasten his steps for fear that a thief
was
within. He rushed through the
opening in the
limestone ready to
overcome the criminal and
recover his
possessions. Instead, the tenseness
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immediately
left his body at the sight that
confronted him.
A small candle, forced between a cleft
in the
cave wall, shone faintly on a
bearded man and a
young woman huddled
closely together. AT their
feet, in a
hollowed-out stone that usually held
cattle fodder, slept an infant. Hafid
knew
little of such things but he
sensed that the
baby was newborn from
the child’s wrinkled and
crimson skin.
To protect the sleeping infant
from the
cold, both the man’s and the woman’s
cloaks covered all but the small head.
The man nodded in Hafid’s
direction while the
woman moved closer
to the child. No one spoke.
Then the
woman trembled and Hafid saw that her
thin garment offered little protection
against
the dampness of the cave. Hafid
looked again at
the infant. He watched,
fascinated, as the small
mouth opened
and closed, almost in a smile, and
a
strange sensation passed through him. For some
unknown reason he though of Lisha. The
woman
trembled again from the cold and
her sudden
movement returned Hafid from
his daydreaming.
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After painful
moments of indecision the would-be
seller of goods walked to his animal.
He
carefully untied the knots, opened
his pack, and
withdrew the robe. He
unrolled it and rubbed his
hands over
the material. The red dye glowed in
the
candlelight and he could see the mark of
Pathros and the mark of Tola on its
underside.
The circle in the square and
the star. How many
times had he held
this robe in his tired arms in
the past
three days? It seemed as if he knew
every weave and fiber of it. This was
indeed a
robe of quality. With care it
would last a
lifetime.
Hafid closed his eyes and sighed. Then
he walked
swiftly toward the small
family, knelt on the
straw beside the
infant, and gently removd first
the
father’s tattered cloak and then the
mother’s from the manger. He handed
each back
to its owner. Both
w
ere too shocked at Hafid’s
boldness to react. Then Hafid opened
his
precious red robe and wrapped it
gently around
the sleeping child.
Moisture from the young
mother’s kiss was still
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on Hafid’s cheek as he led
his animal out of
the cave. Directly
above him was the brightest
star Hafid
had ever seen. He stared up at it
until
his eyes filled with tears and then he
handed his animal through the path that
led
toward the main road back to
Jerusalem and the
caravan on the
mountain.
Chapter V
Hafid
rode slowly, his head bowed so that he no
longer noticed the star spreading its
path of
light before him. Why had he
committed such a
foolish act? He knew
not those people in the
cave. Why had
he not attempted to sell the road
to
them? What would he tell Pathros? And the
others? They would roll on the ground
with
laughter when they learned he had
given away a
robe with which he had
been charged. And to a
strange baby in
a cave. He searched his mind for
a tale
that would deceive Pathros. Perhaps he
could say that the robe had been stolen
from his
animal while he was in the
dining hall. Would
Pathros believe such
a tale? After all, there
were many
bandits in the land. And should
Pathros
believe him would he not then be
condemned for carelessness?
All too soon he reached the path that
led
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through the Garden of Gethsemane. He
dismounted
and walked wearily ahead of
the mule until he
arrived at the
caravan. The light from above
made it
seem as daylight and the confrontation
he had been dreading was quickly upon
him as he
saw Pathros, outside his
tent, staring into the
heavens. Hafid
remained motionless but the old
man
noticed him almost immediately.
There was awe in the voice of Pathros
as he
approached the youth and asked,
“Have you come
directly from
Bethlehem?”
“Yes,
master.”
“Are you not
alarmed that a star should follow
you?”
I had not
noticed, sire.”
“Had not
noticed? I have been unable to move
from this spot since I first saw that
star rise
over Bethlehem nearly two
hours ago. Never have
I seen one with
more color and brightness. Then
as I
watched, it began to move in the heavens
and approach our caravan. Now that it
is
directly overhead, you appear, and
by the gods,
it moves no
more.”
Pathros approached
Hafid and studied the
youth’s face
closely as he asked, “Did you
participate in some extraordinary event
while in
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Bethlehem?”
“No,
sire.”
The old man frowned
as if deep in thought, “I
have never
known a night or an experience such
as
this.”
Hafid flinched, “This
night I shall never
forget either,
master.”
“Oh, ho, then
so
mething did indeed happened
this evening. How is that thou
returneth at such
a late
hour?”
Hafid was silent as
the old man turned and
prodded at the
pack on Hafid’s mule. “It is
empty!
Success at last.
Come into my tent and
tell me of your
experiences. Since the
gods have turned night
into day I
cannot sleep and perhaps your words
will furnish come clue as to why a star
should
follow a camel boy.”
Pathros reclined on his cot
and listened with
closed eyes to
Hafid’s long tale of endless
refusuals,
rebuffs, and insults which had been
encountered in Bethlehem. Occasionally
he would
nod as when Hafid described
the pottery merchant
who had thrown him
bodily from his shop and he
smiled when
told of the Roman soldier who had
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flung the
robe back in Hafid’s face wh
en the
young seller had refused to reduce his
price.
Finally Hafid, his voice hoarse
and muffled, was
describing all the
doubts that had beset him in
the inn
this very evening. Pathros interrupted
him, “Hafid, as well as you can recall,
relate
to me every doubt that passed
through your mind
as you sat feeling
sorry for yourself.”
When Hafid had named them all to the
best of his
recollection, the old man
asked, “Now, what
thought finally
entered your mind which drove
away the
doubts and gave you new courage to
decide to try again to sell the robe on
the
morrow?”
Hafid considered his reply for a moment
and then
said, “I thought only of the
daughter of Calneh.
Even in that foul
inn I knew that I could never
face her
again if I failed.” Then Hafid’s
voice
broke
, “But I failed her,
anyway.”
“You failed? I do
not understand. The robe did
not return
with thee.”
In a
voice so low that Pathros found it
necessary to lean forward in order to
hear,
Hafid related the incident of the
cave, the
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infant, and the robe. As the youth
spoke,
Pathros glanced again and again
at the open tent
flap and the
brightness beyond which still
illuminated the camp grounds. A smile
began to
form on his puzzled face and
he did not notice
that the lad had
ceased with his story and was
now
sobbing.
Soon the sobs subsided and
there was only
silence in the great
tent. Hafid dared not look
up at his
master. He had failed and proven that
he was ill-equipped to be anything more
than a
camel boy. He fought back the
urge to leap up
and run from the tent.
Then he felt the great
salesman’s hand
on his shoulder and forced
himself to
look into the eyes of Pathros.
“My son,
this trip has not been of much profit
to you.”
“No,
sire.”
“But to me it has.
The star which followed you
has cured
me of a blindness that I am reluctant
to admit. I will explain this matter to
you only
after we return to Palmyra.
Now I make a request
of
thee.”
“Yes,
master.”
“Our sellers will
begin returning to the
caravan before
sundown tomorrow and their
animals will
need your care. Are you willing to
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return to
your duties as camel boy for the
present?”
Hafid rose resignedly and bowed toward
his
benefactor. “Whatever you ask of
me, that I
will do . . . and I am sorry
that I have failed
you.”
“Go then, and prepare for the return of
our m
en
and we shall meet
again when we are in
Palmyra.”
As Hafid stepped through
the tent opening,
bright light from
above momentarily blinded him.
He
rubbed his eyes and heard Pathros call from
inside the tent.
The youth
turned and stepped back inside,
waiting
for the old man to speak. Pathros
pointed toward him and said, “Sleep in
peace
for you have not
failed.”
The bright star
remained above throughout the
night.
Chapter VI
Nearly a
fortnight after the caravan had
returned to its headquarters in
Palmyra, Hafid
was awakened from his
straw cot in the stable,
and summoned
to appear before Pathros.
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He hastened
to the bed chamber of the master and
stood uncertainly before the huge bed
which
dwarfed its occupant. Pathros
opened his eyes
and struggled with his
coverings until he was
sitting upright.
His face was gaunt and blood
vessels
bulged in his hands. It was difficult
for Hafid to believe that this was the
same man
with whom he had spoken only
twelve days ago.
Pathros
motioned toward the lower half of the
bed and the youth sat carefully on its
edge,
waiting for the old man to speak.
Even Pathros’
voice was different in
sound and pitch from
their last
meeting.
“My son, ye have had many days
to reconsider
your ambitions. Is it
still within thee to
become a
grea
t salesman?”
“Yes, sire.”
The
ancient head nodded. “So be it. I had
planned to spend much time with you but
as you
can see there are other plans
for me. Although I
consider myself a
good salesman I am unable to
sell death
on departing from my door. He has
been
waiting for days like a hungry dog at our
kitchen door. Like the dog, he knows
that
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eventually the door will be left
unguarded. . . .
“
Coughing interrupted
Pathros and Hafid sat
motionless as the
old man gasped for air.
Finally the
coughs ceased and Pathros smiled
weakly, “Our time together is brief so
let us
begin. First, remove the small
cedar chest which
is beneath this
bed.”
Hafid knelt and pulled
out a small leather-
strapped box. He
placed it below the contour
made by
Pathros’ legs on the bed.
The old man
cleared his throat, “Many years ago
when I
possessed less status than even
a camel boy, I
was privileged to rescue
a traveler from the
East who had been
set upon by two bandits. He
insisted
that I had saved his life and wished to
reward me although I sought none. Since
I had
neither a family nor funds he
enjoined me to
return with him to his
home and kin where I was
accepted as
one of his own.
“One day, after I had
grown accustomed to my
new life, he
introduced me to this chest. Inside
were ten leather scrolls, each one
numbered. The
first contained the
secret of learning. The
others
contained all the secrets and principles
necessary to become a great success in
the art
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