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Unit 5 Fourteen Steps
Hal
Manwaring
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They say a cat
has nine lives,
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and I am
inclined to think that possible since I am now
living my third life and I
'
m
not even a cat. My first
life began on a clear, cold day in November 1934,
when I arrived as the sixth of eight children
of a farming family.
My
father died when I was 15, and we had a hard
struggle to make a living. As the children grew
up, they married,
leaving only one
sister and myself to support and care for Mother,
who became paralyzed in her last years and died
while still in her 60s. My sister
married soon after, and I followed her example
within the year.
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This was
when I began to enjoy my first life. I was very
happy, in excellent health, and quite a good
athlete. My wife
and I became the
parents of two lovely girls. I had a good job in
San Jose and a beautiful home up the peninsula in
San Carlos. Life was a pleasant dream.
Then the dream ended. I became afflicted with a
slowly progressive disease
of the motor
nerves, affecting first my right arm and leg, and
the n my other side. Thus bega n my sec ond life
…
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In
spite of my disease I still drove to and from work
each day, with the aid of
special
equipment installed in my car. And I managed to
keep my health and optimism, to a degree, because
of 14
steps.
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Crazy? Not at all. Our home was a
split-level affair with 14 steps leading up from
the garage to the kitchen door. Those
steps were a gauge of life. They were my
yardstick, my challenge to continue
living. I felt that if the day arrived
when I was
unable to lift
one foot up one step and then drag the other
painfully after it
—
repeating the process 14 times until,
utterly spent, I would be through
—
I could then
admit defeat and lie down and die.
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So I kept on working, kept
on climbing those steps. And time passed. The
girls
went to college and were happily
married, and my wife and I were alone in our
beautiful home with the 14 steps.
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You might think that here walked a man
of courage and strength. Not so. Here hobbled a
bitterly disillusioned cripple,
a man
who held on to his sanity and his wife and his
home and his job because of 14 miserable steps
leading up to
the back door from his
garage.
3
As I became older,
I became more disillusioned and frustrated.
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Then on a dark night in
August, 1971, I began my third life. It was
raining when I started home that night; gusty
winds
and slashing rain beat down on
the car as I drove slowly down one of the less-
traveled roads.
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Suddenly
the steering
wheel jerked in my hands
and the car swerved violently to the right. In the
same instant I
heard the dreaded bang
of a blowout. I fought the car to stop on the
rain-slick
shoulder of the road and sat
there as the enormity of the situation swept over
me.
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It
was
impossible for me to change that tire! Utterly
impossible! A thought that a passing motorist
might stop was
dismissed at once. Why
should anyone? I knew I wouldn
'
t! Then I remembered that a short
distance up a little side
road was a
house. I started the engine and thumped slowly
along, keeping well over on the shoulder until I
came to
the dirt road, where I turned
in
—
thankfully.
Lighted windows welcomed me to the house and I
pulled into the
driveway and honked the
horn.
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The door opened and
a little girl stood there, peering at me. I rolled
down the
window and called out that I
had a flat tire and needed someone to change it
for me because I had a crutch and
couldn
'
dto it
myself. She went into the house and a moment later
came out bundled in raincoat and hat, followed by
a man who called a cheerful greeting. I
sat there comfortable and dry, and felt a bit
sorry for the man and the little girl
working so hard in the storm. Well, I
would pay them for it. The rain seemed to be
slackening a bit now, and I rolled
down
the window all the way to watch. It seemed to me
that they were awfully slow and I was beginning to
become
impatient. I heard the clank of
metal from the back of the car and the little girl
'
s voice came clearly to
me.
“
Here
'
s -t
h
eanjadclek,
Grandpa.
”
She was answered
by the murmur o f the man
'
s lower voice and the slow tilting of
the car as it was jacked up.
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There followed a long
interval of noises, jolts and low conversation
from the back of the
car, but finally
it was done. I felt the car bump as the jack was
removed, and I heard the slam of the truck lid,
and
then they were standing at my car
window.
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He was an old man,
stooped and frail-looking under his slicker. The
little girl was about eight or ten, I judged, with
a
merry face and a wide smile as she
looked up at me. He said ,
“
This is a bad night for car trouble,
but you
'
re all
set now.
” “
Than
I said.
“
How
much do I owe you?
”
He
shook his head.
“
Nothing.
Cynthia told me you
'
d do
the same for me.
“
No! I
like to pay my way.
”
He
were a cripple
—
on crutches. Glad to be of help. I know
you
There
'
s no
charge, friend.
”
I held ou-
tdaolflaivrebill.
made no effort to
take it and the little girl stepped closer to the
window and said quietly,
“
Grandpa can
'
t
see it.
”
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In the next few frozen seconds the
shame and horror of that moment penetrated
and I was sick with an intensity I had
never felt before.
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A blind
man and a child! Fumbling, feeling with cold, wet
fingers for bolts and tools in the dark
—
a darkness that
for him would probably never end until death. I
don
'
t
orewmleomngbeI rsaht
there
after they said good night and left me, but it was
long enough for me to search deep within myself
and find
some disturbing traits. I
realized that I was filled to
overflowing
with self-pity,
selfishness, indifferenee to the needs
of others and
thoughtlessness.
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I sat there and said a
prayer.
10
“
Therefore all things whatsoever ye
would that men should do to you, do ye even
so to them: for this is the law and the
prophets.
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'To me now, mon
ths later, this
Scriptural admonition
is more than just a passage in the Bible. It is a
way of life, one
that I am trying to
follow. It isn
'
t always
easy. Sometimes it is frustrating, sometimes
expe nsive in both time and mon ey, but
the value is there. I am trying now not only to
climb 14 steps each day, but in my
small way to help others. Someday, perhaps, I will
eha nge a tire for a bli nd man in a
car
—
some one as
bli nd as I had bee n.
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